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August 21st, 2007

oh hi livejournal. @ 05:25 pm

Current Music: Goo Goo Dolls

i could scream my lungs out but you still wouldnt hear a thing.




I wonder through fiction to look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies
And I stood at a distance
To feel who you are
Hiding myself in your eyes

And hold on before it's too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

And the risk that might break you
Is the one that would save
A life you dont live is still lost
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone

Hold on before its too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

So live like you mean it
Love til you feel it
It's all that we need in our lives
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone

Hold on before its too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

Hold on before its too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

It's all that we need in our lives
It's all that I need in my life
 
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April 17th, 2007

(no subject) @ 10:43 pm

i feel sick to my stomach everytime i think about it.





and i can't stop thinking about it.

 
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April 2nd, 2007

(no subject) @ 06:02 pm

Current Mood: rejected

sucks when things aren't great.
things were great.
then i dunno.

it also sucks when the past is brought up.
the stuff you thought was put behind resurfaces and slaps you in the face. 

and on top of that there's everything else.




damn.
 
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March 28th, 2007

(no subject) @ 10:31 pm

its good to know this is actually bullshit.

 
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March 23rd, 2007

what i do for fun @ 05:29 pm

1.What color is your bra?
im in a towel.

2. did you ever lie about your age?
im occasionally 24.

3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
lol. what a dumb question.

4. Do you prefer blonde or brunette guys?
brunette

5. Are you currently single?
dunno

6. How many things in your past do you regret?
a couple

7. Did you answer number six truthfully?
yeah.

8. do you have bestfriends ?
ahaha i should hope.

10. Have you ever kissed two people in one night?
yep

12. Who was the last person you hugged?
danny

13. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes.

15. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
yes.

16. Have you ever felt like killing somebody?
probably

17. If you could change anything about your past, what would you change?
hooking up with kyle, cheating on matt.

18. Do you like your life?
yep

19. Do you shop at Hollister?
yeah

20. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
me and nat took turns with morgan

21. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
kinda

22. Did you forgive them?
yeah

23. Who was your first best friend?
i cant remember how to spell her name.

24. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
probably girls

25. Have you ever skipped school?
yes

26. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
ya

27.Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
i wish

28. What is one of your biggest fears of your life?
failing at it

29. Have you ever skipped class?
wasnt this already a question?

30. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
my dog and cat

31. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yah

32. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
probably

33. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
no...well..depends.

34. So far, do you like this survey?
what a dumb question.

35. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
sure

36. Do you ever wish you were famous?
no

37. DO YOU EVER WISH you were a man?
ahahah heck yes.
 
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March 8th, 2007

(no subject) @ 11:05 pm

Current Mood: melancholy

its so hard to just sit back and watch knowing there's nothing i can do to help.

 
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February 20th, 2007

(no subject) @ 07:42 pm

Current Mood: disappointed

Things can change so fast.

 
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February 16th, 2007

(no subject) @ 09:49 pm

Current Mood: cold

tonight was definitely the highlight of my weekend considering im spending the rest of it in a dark, depressing, class room learning the obvious about driving.  

i can't wait for monday. 
or wednesday.
 
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February 13th, 2007

(no subject) @ 11:02 pm

half way through drivers ed and wanting to kill myself.
but its so worth it. im so pumped to drive.

report card was a big dissapointment..mr. lindsay could die and id laugh.
just sucks to know i worked so hard and got nothing to show for it.

 
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February 4th, 2007

(no subject) @ 09:54 pm

broke the ice maker at work yesterday...bad times. 
but nights like tonight make rethink the whole getting a new job. 
cause all we do is sit and talk and eat ice cream and take pictures and discuss the fact that im the dq slut and how were going to be sunshine girls..also lovely old drunk men come in and talk about religion with us for half an hour with ice cream down his beard. 
omg. 
goodtimes.
but i definitely need a job that pays more than 7.60 an hour..i don't even think that's even minimum wage? 




next semester starts tomorrow..
ive been thinking a lot about my future lately.
and i'm pumped for life.

ps. i'm buying a fish and naming it Othello

 
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January 30th, 2007

(no subject) @ 11:01 am

Current Mood: happy

It feels so good to be done exams and done with mr. lindsay..and i'm so surprised i got away with lying about my community practicum.

fuck i need to celebrate!
 
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January 23rd, 2007

(no subject) @ 03:16 pm

being sick sucks.

 
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January 15th, 2007

(no subject) @ 09:37 pm

i've dug myself a huge hole and there's no way out of it.

fuck.

 
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January 11th, 2007

Instead of doing my isu... @ 11:29 pm

Current Mood: drained

Today Did You--

1. Talk to a boy/girl you like?
gross. boys.

2. Learn anything new?
learned some stuff about Truman Capote

3. Talk to an ex?
yep,

4. Miss someone?
yep

-Last Person Who-

5. Layed in your bed?
myself

6. Made you cry?
probably matt

7. You went to the movies with?
sars. yessss happy feet

8. Last person you went to the mall with?
nat and alli

9. You showered with?
AHAAH. umm havent showered with anyone since the summer.

10. Who Made you laugh?
myself. cause im so fucking awesome i laugh at myself sometimes.

11. Said they loved you?
my mommy!

General stuff--

16. Favorite location?
sarahs green room

17. Tattoos?
none

18. What are you most scared of right now?
school shit

19. Where do you want to get married?
gross !

20. Who do you like?
i have more important things to think about.

21. Does anyone like you right now?
who knows

22. Do you like being around people?
yep !

23. Have you ever cried?
haha, obviously.

24. Are you lonely right now?
yes!

25. Song stuck in your head right now?
I'm Yours by jason Mraz

26. Been on radio/TV?
nope

28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
haha, those are the only one's i like.

30. What color shirt are you wearing right now?
black

31. Name three things that you do every day?
smile, sleep, talk !

32. How much cash do you have on you right now?
5 bucks

34. Are you wearing socks?
i wish.

37. Wish someone was next to you this morning when you woke up?
not really

38. What web site do you visit the most?
myspace, probably. or livejournal

39. Do you have plants in your room?
ive got dead flowers

40. Does anything hurt on your body right now?
nope. jsut cold.
 
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January 9th, 2007

(no subject) @ 11:19 pm

Current Mood: sleepy

Some people trust at face value, believing they have trust in everyone automatically until they do something to break that trust..but is that just being naive?  On the other hand, trust can be soemthing that has to be earned, having to do something in order to gain that persons trust. but can you ever really trust someone fully? probably not.

I don't know whether i might cry or scream or laugh or pull my hair out from the mass amounts of work i need to get done.  and on top of all my isu's and assignments..i need to do 12 volunteer hours by monday with younglings or oldies in order to pass ind. and families...if i don't get this credit i may as well give up on life.
i'm peeing myself from excitement thinking about next semester.
 
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January 1st, 2007

(no subject) @ 11:44 pm

Current Mood: sore

just spent new years day in the hospital. 
good way to start the new year..
 
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December 24th, 2006

(no subject) @ 05:15 pm

Current Mood: regretful

where the hell did christmas come from?

it doesn't feel like christmas and it fucking sucks.

 
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December 22nd, 2006

(no subject) @ 01:31 am

Current Mood: tired

some people need to get over themselves and realize if you come to me for help, i'm gonna give you my opinion.  and when i give you my opinion i expect you to appreciate and respect it. if you complain to me about your problems, and i tell you to do something about it..dont get mad at me just because you know im right.

fuck you know how to push my buttons.
so do immature boys who act like theyre eight.

on a happier note...

EEEE!! 
the best friend i grew up with until grade ten...then basically disowned me for making a mystake is coming down christmas break.

i havent seen her in over a year and its exciting...also weird.
 
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December 17th, 2006

(no subject) @ 02:04 am

I just finished watching a  really old movie called "If these walls could talk"
it was about abortion and it really scared me.
i've done a thirty page research isu on the topic, and that movie alone has made me think slash re think the topic more than anything from my project. 

wow okay.
good night. 

oh PS! 
i can now officially say my hair is black!!
PPS!
rebekka! i cant wait to see your gorgeous face tomorrow.

 
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December 16th, 2006

(no subject) @ 12:42 am

Current Mood: crushed

you're a real heart breaker. 

but i'm sure you already knew that.

 
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